I have always been uncomfortable with how people my age look in the media. When I was younger, I always thought kids in magazines looked too young.

Now that I'm basically grown up (sadface), I'm seeing adults who look like they're my age, and its really weird. There are all these actors and people in sports who look like they are slightly older than me, or slightly younger than me and they are playing roles and doing stunts that I always thought I'd never related to. But now I do.

The roles they play are doctors and husbands and people having kids, and drug addicts, and lovers and killers. Instead of...just the children of the main characters. Its weird. I keep saying that, but it is.

Soon I'll be older than the next cameron diaz ( I think I am actually), or the next Johnny Depp, there will be this generation that is after me and I just dont relate to (even more so). I'll be older than the world cup champion mountain biker.

Maybe I'm not making sense, I'm half writing this while I watch TV.